Adaptation

New Pain

Misdirected, I'm awakened.
Manifests in, into my head.
I feel new pain, becoming part of me
Becoming part of my every, every moment.
You told me you wanted and hated me.

You kill me now. This becomes part.
I'm so sure. I'm so confused.
I'm all things to you. Nothing to you.
I feel new pain in these shadows
Of my every, every moment now.

You told me you wanted and hated me.
You kill me now. This becomes part of me.

You told me that you wanted me
You told me you hate me
A tear for our suffering as you told me that I'm the one.
You wanted to kill me, and now it makes this all ugly.
Becomes part of me, turning into this new pain.

You told me you wanted and hated me
You kill me, now this becomes part of me
And now I suffer. My heart to my mind, it burns
It rips. It hurts. It kills.


The Only
You’re winning, I’m losing
I'm falling, in agony
Lower than Lower before
Your forgotten memory

My heaven, my hell
I'm killing the fantasy
More and more, you follow
My divorced reality

It’s trying to take me
It’s trying to make me
This is the only
Give me the only thing
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of lying
The only thing I understand is what I feel.

Hypocrite, Lunatic
Fanatic, heretic
More and more you follow
My divorced reality

It’s trying to take me
It’s trying to make me
This is the only
Give me the only thing
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of lying
The only thing I understand is what I feel.


Monster

Breathing, seething, fighting, biting, hating, waiting for you.
Don't I? Won't I? Don't lie.

Give it, get it, live it, let it
Dedicated, nothing sacred for me
Don't I? Won't I? I die.

Wreak havoc, I'm crippled.
My polluted soul, is so corrupted.

In your eyes, I see all the lies
The alibis, that I despise.
See the lies, my spirit dies
It’s my disguise, Monster size.

Breathing, seething, fighting, biting, hating, waiting for you.
I don't know why I try

Give it, get it, live it, let it
Dedicated, nothing sacred anymore
I can't see me, I'm blind

Wreak havoc, I'm crippled.
My polluted soul, is so corrupted.

In your eyes, see all the lies
The alibis, That I despise

Wreak havoc, I'm crippled
Erasing, Refacing
So worthless, no mercy
My polluted soul, is so corrupted.

I sold my soul
I sold myself
I sold my soul
I make my hell
Crossing the line, I waste away
Steal and cheat, all day

What is mine? I’m lost
What is this face staring
Staring back at me
Cross this line, I am sick
I am sick, I know it

Screaming, scratching
Pounding
Giving, getting
Through me
Crawling, balling
Falling
Giving into
Sinning

Take all day, suck all day
Worm away, turn away
I am sick, I know it


So

So I've betrayed self
So I've betrayed you
So what now?
So what do we do?

Pushing you away
Pushing you away
Away from me.

So I'm, I'm confused
So you're not amused
So I'm feeling used
So what do we do?

I’m Pushing you away
Pushing you away
Away from me

Empty inside
I'm dying, I'm crying
She makes me bad
Betrays my head
Empty inside
I'm dying, I'm crying
She makes me bad

I gotta run
Make me take it
Take out the big one
I can't forget, I can’t
See it infect me

Enter the world anew
This is my own world
Naked, I’m resurfacing

I come to realize
That I'm not home now
But you can see inside me
If I can't forget just
Leave me alone now
It's time to go out, shut down

I'm sick of this mutation
All of this manipulation
It becomes my salvation
Taking, taking from those around me

I'm dead inside, my head my mind
Right way wrong way, this cage is my rage
My cord ripped out, cry out for help
Call this my own


All In Wait

Drowning myself, over and over
Desolate, trying it's over

Why so cynical in life?
You think you're living to die
All in wait, all in wait

Burning inside, long for answers
Makes no sense, trying, it's over.

Why so cynical in life
You think you're living to die
All in wait

Step down and smile at this fool
That believes his own word
All in wait

Now I'm drowning myself over and over
Makes no sense, we're trying, but you say it's over
Burning inside as we long for the answers
Desolate
We're trying, but you say it's over.


Control It

Everybody, soul and body cold
All this sickness, you lost control
You can't get it
You just don't get it, no
You can't get it
I’m zero

Look within me, am I evil though?
Memories bring tears of years old
You can't get it
You just don't get it, no
You can't get it
I’m zero

Life - you take it
Lies - you fake it
Suffer - within me
Torn - you break it
Life - control it
Lies - withhold it
Suffer - you're sinning
Torn - you're wasted
Those with defects

We're all rejects, so?
Don't forget it, cold inside
You can't get it
You just don't get it, no
You can't get it
You got zero
Break this, take control
Take this, I control it.


Idols

This pain is fleeting, as it rings out
My head is bleeding, slow down

Can't keep doing this
What you want me to
The marching shepherd said
See my broken head

Live your own life
I got myself
Out of your sight

It's ugly, you see
I don't care what you think now
Forgive me, forget
Don't take the easy way out

Can't keep doing this
What you want me to
The marching shepherd said
See my broken head


Invincible

This moment in time
This moment defined
How is it I feel nothing?

Just don't say goodbye
You say to me
I'm trying to do the right thing

This moment in time
This moment defined
How is it I feel nothing?

It's alright

All my life I was an outcome
Now I find I’ve done nothing wrong
Leave me to learn
Leave me to hurt
Now I'm not so invincible

So you ask
Just don't say goodbye
Just won't you please
I'm trying to do the right thing

It's alright

All my life I was in the cold
Now I find I feel nothing more
Leave me to learn
Leave me to hurt
Now you’re not so invincible

It's just come to this you know